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晃过第一天
第一天就过得有点颓废，虽然两天后是接二连三的考试，睡到中午才起床，下午对着电脑也一会就过去了，晚上有同学来寝室玩，show了一下我收集的图片也没看书......
心里有点过意不去。。。。。。
小朋友就很逍遥了，现在还不知道在那个商场happy呢
from incompetence to confidence
王老师请了二十来个学生吃饭。和导师和学长们一起吃饭不是一件轻松的事。这个时候发现自己是不善于交际的，有点拘谨，或许是因为和这些老师和同学不太熟，但更多的应该是在他们面前自己是有点自卑的，经常问自己究竟有什么特长，可是总是很难找到明确的答案。所以我比较沉默......
晚饭过后开会。虽然紧张却很开心。我们终于融入了这个集体。同学很热情，舒展和范锦文他们都很乐意将他们这几个月的学习成果和我们一起分享。王老师说我们这十个人以后就是一个team了，现在做到了“十全”，由我们来创造“十美”。
对我们提出了要求和期望，要求显然是很严格的，期望也不一定是我们两年以后能给他们交上那么满意的答案的，但是，至少，我们由了努力的方向，没有了被遗忘的感觉。现在要做的首先是赶上比我们先起步的同班同学，然后希望自己在不久的将来能得到一点成就感，哪怕只是学会了一点东西而带来的小小喜悦。
2005年12月20号，从这一天起跑吧
机房上课中～～～
导师
之前一心一意选王强老师做导师的，也做了努力。今天发了志愿表下来就给他打电话了。不过蛮失望的，他说选到他的概率很小了，为什么不给外校的学生一个机会呢……
郁闷的应该不止我吧
不过没关系，我们努力过了，没有什么后悔的了
打起精神面对明天吧
小朋友，我们都会好运的！
自习
depressed
I wish I had never experienced this Oct. 12th.
I have lost some of my confidence these several days since I entered this university.I have to aknowledge that there are inferiorities in some aspects.
Tomorrow we have to choose our tutor which makes me somewhat nervous.
At noon,I have already in low spirit .
In the afternoon,I have a unhappy dream......
After supper,I didn't do any study at all. I want to make up my mood. However, things came out of control and got worse.
I have never thouht that he would treat me in this way. What he gave to me these several months are all his care and love and for many times I was so moved......
In my memory,this was the first time he became so angry at me. I have realised that some of my habits may make others unpleasant sometimes, but I am so sorry to say that before your angriness I really didn't have the awearness that you were going to burst into furious. I still remember you always say you won't be angry with me......
How can you be the one who never become angry with me even I have done something you are unhappy to see? I am sorry, but do remember I didn't intend to do that, it was just my habit for long indeed.
Every time as long as I think of your behavior I am hurt. Maybe,you care of me too much in usual time ,so your angry was so unexpected for me to accept.
Last, I 'd like to say that I am not angry, but hurt.
Good luck tomorrow!
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